Everyday I wake up a lil more crazy then the day before
having a hard time dealing I’m about to walk out the door.
Can’t deny myself no longer this pain I keep inside
put in so many years, can’t say I haven’t tried.
No longer feel the joys I once had when I was young
my anger flows so freely now, my weapon is my tongue.
Wake up with so much pain, I cannot feel a thing
looking for an out something only death can bring.
Been sittin on the devil’s lap while he whispers n my ear,
tellin me ‘It’s ok now, just do it, there is nothing left to fear.’
In a world of all these people and alone I carry it all
I use to walk so self- assured now I stumble and I fall.
Can’t go back to where I was no matter how I try
reaching out to emptiness and all the while I cry.
I never meant to hurt noone and most of all myself
but life is such a lonely place when you cannot be yourself.
Oh my god I hope you forgive me for what I’m about to do
nevermind, forget all that, for you weren’t there when I needed you.


Stand upright, speak thy thoughts, declare The truth thou hast, that all may share; Be bold, proclaim it everywhere: They only live who dare. -Voltaire

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