You may be gone but, Happy Birthday

  I sit here singing a Birthday song to my Grandma who has passed on
and I will keep on singing til all my tears have dried and gone. 
I think of you often I miss you so much 
I’d give up my life right now just to once again feel your touch. 
You passed on so long ago but, it hurts like it was today 
I know God had other plans and you had to be on your way. 
I don’t know if you see me as I write this up for you 
or if you can feel the pain inside as I still sit and mourn for you. 
You lived a full life and I am glad I was there as much as I could be 
I don’t think you ever knew how much you truly meant to me. 
Nobodies perfect in life we make mistakes 
but I would have forgiven all of yours to see you have more Birthday cakes. 
I am sorry that you suffered while you were alive 
I wish there was a cure for cancer and that you had survived. 
I type this to you Grandma, I want to scream your name 
I want to be so selfish now and tell God he is to blame. 
So Happy Birthday my dear Grandma who’s been gone for 9 whole years 

instead of Birthday cake and presents I gift you every single one of my tears. 

If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane, I’d walk
right up to heaven and bring you
home again.



Stand upright, speak thy thoughts, declare The truth thou hast, that all may share; Be bold, proclaim it everywhere: They only live who dare. -Voltaire

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s