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H-E-L-P !!! *gurgle gurgle* Someone throw me a life jacket or one of those fancy fruit loop looking things or a sexy life guard. Oh yesss throw me a sexy lifeguard please; a male, I don’t play well with women. NO, don’t throw me a male lifeguard I am distracted enough.
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I am drowning here. Doesn’t anyone see me drowning? Doesn’t anyone see my arms flailing, my gasps of air and water gargled screams? Can you hear me now? Anyone?? Hellooo. Somebody?? Bueller…
It’s been a long couple of weeks and as I sit here I can’t help but, feel like I am drowning and in need of rescue. There is a million things I need to get done and I don’t know if I am presently not motivated or if being sick last week drained the hell out of me but, whatever it is something just doesn’t feel right. I think I have become a wee bit touched in the head.
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It was nothing for me to kick out a few articles in a day now; I just can’t seem to figure out what I want to say, what really needs to be said or do I even need to say it anymore. I do not doubt myself or anything like that; I am just completely unfocused about everything in my life right now. I have apparently gone crazy.
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There’s laundry to do, dishes, cleaning, organizing… I want to get out of the house with the kids at some point this summer and go to the Zoo, Science Center and festivals. I have articles and poems sitting in draft form needing to be finished. I have three books I am suppose to be working on. I have over 100 blogs I follow that need to be read because God knows they aren’t waiting for me to catch up. I have groceries to buy, dinners to fix and a life to live… yet I can’t seem to get up and git-er-dun…so to speak.
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Is this what 36 feels like? Is it just my age coming in to play and not my totally scattered brain? I have tried scheduling myself, goals, appointment books full of what to do’s and still nothing. How am I going to fix my loopy mind and settle down and work like I should be?
And they’re coming to take me away Ha Ha they’re coming to take me away ho ho he he ha ha
to the funny farm where life is beautiful all the time, and I’ll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats and they’re coming to take me away ha ha
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Oh Jenni…most of the time I feel the same way as if I always ran out of time to do the things I truly like. And I always end up on my sick bed. But first things should really go first.
I’m never too busy when I visit my social networks :P…that makes it funnier.
Prioritize dear one :)…and always take care. Be aware of what you do.
Thanks for sharing this post 😉
It feels like I have no time at all anymore so I understand running out of time. At least I am not working full-time as well. lol One day I will get my mind right and all will go smoother. 😀
First that is my untimate favorite song and my ring tone on my phone LOLOL…next ..you’re not crazy nor are you going crazy…..just a rest and some happy pills will pull you out of the water ..you won’t drown…but if it is the case and you’re still under water…I am here my hand reaching out pulling you up ….breathe…..just breathe…As always….XOXOXOXO
Thank you Bongo. I have loved that song since I was like 4 years old. I use to listen to it on 45 and sing along. Awww memories. I know I won’t drown, just feels like it sometimes lol. Thank you if I need a hand I will definitely let you know thanks for the offer. xoxo
Sorry for missing out on such a lot,believe me,I was not in the right frame of mind…love the look of the place..and u are an intelligent writer..it shows.
Thank you Alpana, so kind of you. I understand sometimes you just need to get your mind and thought together before you can interact with people. I appreciate your visit whenever you can I will be here. 😀
Really it’s an un arranged but …very important thought..every person feel some time like you…but it is a fase of life which could be also enjoyed….best wishes.
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Thank you for your visit and comment on my blog Hemant. Occasionally I like to do these posts, in my mind it is as if I am unorganized and not actually writing when in all actuality I am putting much thought and heart into every word of it. Tricking myself into thinking it’s not a well thought out post helps me feel less stressed and relax enough to be able to write something better later. 😀
Just keep doing nothing. Walking in circles helps. So does picking up a sheet of paper from a pile, carefully placing it on the other side of the desk, pick up another, place it on the other side on top of the last. Pretty soon the pile on the other side grows and the original disappears.
Then start from the other side…soon the day has passed and the best part is, while you look busy, you haven’t done a thing!
Haha Jim I think I already do that. At least that’s what my husband must think when he comes and home and demands…” what did you do all day?” Depending on my mood he may not like the sarcastic answer I give him. lol
Sounds like you are in that space that we all end up in….life just happening. When you give up the struggle…get into the flow..and be in the moment…it is not as overwhelming…do what you can, release the rest and don’t beat yourself up when you did not get everything done. Look at the moment, not the big picture. When you get stuck in the big picture it becomes too much and then nothing gets done. When you are in the moment, before you know it you are back on track…and you do not even know how you got there….Give up the struggle, be in the moment, breath and let it all unfold….
That is definitely something I should learn to do Raven. I am always focused on the end result and what I should be doing and not what I am doing. I will give your idea a try this week and see if I can accomplish more. Thank you.
Some days our mind shuts down, let it rest. That’s what i do, go out, have fun. Your blog’s new look is amazing, love it.
Thank you Sulekha. One day I will take a nice rest and not enjoy it because I will be impatient to get back into my fast paced lifestyle. lol I will take some time off soon.
Yes some days weeks and months the mind just leaves. Usually it is a short span, relax and enjoy it. You will “get your groove back”. Love the song one of my favorites. ❤
Thank you for visiting and commenting my blog Jan. It feels like I’m going crazy because I spent so many years not writing now I can’t imagine how I lived without it. lol I too love that song since I was a little girl.
How come I have never visited your blog Jenni? Or is it the new look that is confusing me? See? You are not the only one harried and lost, and you mind in a turmoil? I go through the same sometimes. Nothing gets down and I am all bogged down. Who knows they may take me to the funny farm too. xoxo
I just recently changed the theme Rimly maybe that’s why it looks unfamiliar. I wanted my blog to be more legible and white font on a transparent black background was not cutting it for me. lol Sometimes you just have to slow down and smell the flowers just long enough to remember your name I guess. It’s easy to get caught up in everything else and forget to take time for you. At least we can get matching straight jackets and padded rooms lmaoo. xoxo
I Love it! I am so there with you. Some days I just can’t seem to get motivated to do what I need to do. I have tried lists…they don’t work for me. Anyway I absolutely enjoyed reading this because you are definitely not alone..